my 4th cuppies!

last wednesday i made some latest cuppies
no icing at ol..
malas nk basuh piping dia tuh...
berlendir2 dgn cream..
cuma cairkan coklat je then tabur some color rice and beads
ari kedua,LICIN~
sbb adik2 aku yg duk hostel semua ada balik
cheh,mcm ramai je
pdhl 2 org aje.hehe

so ni gambar2 yang sempat di snap kan...
have a look~

xtergamak pown nk makan...mcm geli je sbb ada kaler2..haha



yang kecik2 tuh lebihan coklat...syg xkn nk buang..hehe



closer snap..



tnx baba for snapping this =)

gatal nak skolah balik

bila la saya bley smbg blaja balik ni?
da bosan la idop cmni..
jeless pulak bile tgk kawan2 sme tgh stdy
esaimen la,kuiz la,class la,2 la,ni la..
aku bila lagi?
arap ada rezeki la..mengharap nih..hihi
ceh,2 la sarah.
time skolah dulu,mu malas!
skrg,time skolah dah xmo trima mu,mu mengada2 nk skolah balik!
buwerkkk~
hihi..

mood: tergedik-gedik

risau risau risau =(

malam ni adik kesayangan aku demam
panas jgk bdn dia
btw adik aku namanye nordina soefya a.k.a coya
umor dia nk msuk 3thn..

risau ni..
jgn la dia demam panas..
erm..aku ke yg salah sbb ajak dia main kt plyground ptg td?
tp kitorang pergi kejap je pown.xsmpai stgh jam.
coya im so sorry
along syg coya.
be strong yer syg?
along luv u so much..

dream wedding. haha

This is a survey about your dream wedding, whether it be in the next year or after ten years. So, please answer after you read, the person who answered this before you took a great deal of effort.

1. How old are you?
~ 19 goin' on 20

2. Are you single?
~its complicated.huhu

3. In what age do you think you'll get married?
~i wish when i turn 24 or 26

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
~im not so sure

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
~my Mr Right of koz la..hehe

6. Do you want a garden/beach or a traditional wedding?
~i prefer the garden wed

7. Your ideal partner?
~another half of me..hihi

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
~paris. someone take me there! huhu

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite on your wedding?
~ramai kot..1000..haha

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
~kawin sekali seumur idop so mesti kena meriah punye.haha

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you'd make up on your own?
~i prefer trad kot..i ni kan org melayu.hehe

12. How many layers of cake do you want?
~ha? kek kawin saya bukan kek lapis.haha

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or a simple place?
~tgk bajet ma..heeh

14. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
~akad nikah: evening... bersanding: morning

15. You'd rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
~indoors.lebih privasi kot.

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
~owhh..for sure lahh.hehe

18. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
~too many to be listed.slh satu maybe.err...belum pikir.haha

19. Are you a morning person or a night person?
~night because in the morning i used to sleep all day long.ngee

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
~solemn pliz.cehh.haha

21. What age do you want to get married?
~eh bukan da tanya ke td.haihh

22. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
~caring, kind-hearted, rock n roll, good look(mcm la aku lawa sgt.haha), educated, yang umi n baba suke, yang understanding.hehe

23. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
~fine dine sudah la..hehe

24. Champagne or red wine?
~air sirap merah menyala lagi sedap kot.ngee

25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
~a month after.haha

26. Money or household items?
~money money money

27. Who will pay for the bills?
~sharing la ngn husband,hehe

28. Are you ready for married life?
~masak pown xpandai ada hati nk kawin.haha

29. Do you think you will still be a virgin until you get married?
~yes yes and yes!

30. Will you always be true to your wife/husband?
~insyaALLAH..

31. How many kids would you like to have?
~rezeki ALLAH SWT lake..hehe

32. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
~i think its both

33. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding or diamond wedding?
~diamond la..sahabat wanita zaman berzaman..ngeh3

34. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
~ayam ayam ayam dan ayam.muah ayam.haha

35. Will you record your honeymoon in a CD or DVD?
~owh semestinyer~

joyful time of being not-so-good english teacher.haha

today i went out with my BFF,diha
also wif Ain and another friends of her.
ain want me to teach her muet as she's goin to having her exmination on this 24th.
erghhh
as im good enough to teach her out.haha
well ive told you not to ask me ain..
serve you right!
haha

so here's some of the pix taken.
well,we're reall camera addicted!
hihi

this is me~



and this is three of us~



lagi lagi~ ngee...hehe



ha yang ni jgn percaya.kami berlakon jer.haha



ke-koya-an kami jelas kelihatan.bhahaha



ain,jangan marah.haha



yang ni the last bf pegi isi perut.yeahss~~!

to my cousin: if u read this

cousin,be strong until when-when oke
we'll be by ur side always-always
dun cry too much
i bet she dun want u to be sad as now
just pray 4 her a lot.
recite the doa as much
do everything she asked from you when she's still alive
stop smoking as she want to
dun never ever went back home too late
ur parents surely hate it too,as she do.
=)

epi bufday kak biey.

epi bufday 2 miss saira bt saary aka kak biey
wishing u da best of luck,
hepi wif no sadness,
laughing wif no tears,
success wif no failure

and this is made for you
(percubaan ketiga)

in memory.. Nurrul Nadia Syahida..

when i woke up this morning.at 1128 am,
aku dkejutkan dengan satu berita sedih,cukup sedih.
girlfren kesayangan cousin terdekat aku, Muhammad Muizuddin,
named Nurrul Nadia Syahida telah kembali ke Rahmatullah pada pagi ini.

muiz then call me,asking me 2 accompany him,keluar makan.
i go for a bath than go out with him.
muiz said, Arwah Nadia dah lama sakit
sebelum ni arwah kena kayap.
tambahan lagi arwah mengidap sakit paru-paru berair.
seminggu sebelum arwah pergi,arwah demam panas hinggalah ke hembusan nafas terakhir.

bulan lepas arwah ada call aku,bagitaw yg dia ada dekat ward.
dia ada ajak aku dtg melawat tapi aku xdpt pergi sebab kerja.
terkilan jugak sebab xdpt jumpa.
sebelum ni hanya kenal muka melalui myspace aje
then dulu selalu jugak mesej2 ngn dia.
talking bout his bf,my cousin.

semasa hayat arwah, aku tau dia seorang yang baik.
walaupun aku xberapa kenal dia.
arwah seorang yg sangat2 la penyabar.
pernah dia diduga yg dugaan yg hebat.
time tuh dia ada dekat kolej.
arwah adalah student dekat MMU.
arwah ada krisis dengan muiz.
tambahan pulak,arwah terkena kayap
and the worst,arwah ada final exam utk sem tuh.
bayangkan betapa tertekannya dia dengan keadaan mcm tu.
hinggakan result final dia down gila and kena brainwash teruk dengan papa.
im so sorry for her.

when i meet my cousin, i noe da pain inside his heart.
i noe how's da feeling of losing our love.
but i noe,the pain i imagine,not as same as he pass thru.
my tears nearly drop when he told the story of her.
but i try to be strong for him.
i dun want him 2 be much more sad when he noes im crying for him.
aku senyum jugak,berpura-pura untuk tetap ceria
dengan harapan dia tak rasa sedih kerana kehilangan arwah.
muiz told me,the last day he text with nadia is on sabtuday.
if im not mistaken la.
then he just contact with arwah's sister 2 get 2 noe about arwah's condition time by time.
he then show me the last picture sent by arwah before arwah nazak.
im so sad for muiz.
muiz tell me,wajah jenazah arwah pucat sangat.
i just tell him,ada baiknya arwah pergi daripada dia terus derita menanggung sakit.
muiz cakap,lepas ni dia akan hidup sorang2,maybe there's no more love.
and he'll not gonna find a new one.

muiz ada cerita,nadia wont forgive those people who hurt her selama dia hidup.
people yang sound dia,yang cakap kasar ngn dia,yg sound dia,
dan setahu aku,those people is Lan.
Lan.if you read this,cepat2 lah bertaubat.
maybe lan niat nak bergurau tapi ingat la
xsemua orang boleh terima gurauan kita and jangan bergurau melebihi had.
but i noe,nadia is a kind-hearted girl
she surely da lama maafkan Lan..

tuhan lebih menyayangi beliau..
nadia,sarah mintak maaf jika selama perkenalan singkat kita ni,sarah ada lukakan hati nadia.
samada dengan kata-kata,tulisan atau apa saja,nadia maafkan sarah,.
sarah doakan semoga roh nadia dicucuri rahmat ALLAH S.W.T
dan ditempatkan dalam kalangan hamba2 ALLAH yg soleh.

for my beloved cousin,
be strong,redha dengan ujian ALLAH
hidup perlu diteruskan walau apa jua keadaan.
just remember,orang sekeliling awak masih ramai sygkan awk,
so be strong oke?
we loves you.

this is the last pix sent to muiz.



this is her..Nurrul Nadia Syahida



and this is my cousin,Muiz.



this is one of the stuff given to muiz,semasa hayatnya
he want me 2 keep it and gonna take it back tommorrow,before he went back 2 kerteh.
a sweater.

xde motif.saje suke2..

10 FIRSTS
first best friend: abg long.he's my eldest cousin
first item you stole: coins from public fon...hohoho
first pet: never had my own pet.huu...how sad
first piercing: Ears when i was 6 years old
first school: tadika kemas felda seberang tayor.hehe
first crush: my secondary school teacher...ahakz
first kiss: Obviously from my parents LOL
first car: toys car which we cn ride on it...(tau kan?)

9 LASTS
last time you smoked: uhh?smoke?never!
last food you ate: self-made cupcake wif melt choc.dap ngt.haha
last movie you watched on dvd at home: erm.drag me to hell.
last movie you watched at the cinema: dun go 2 muvi 4 long2 time since last year.huhu
last text message: from my ex clasmate~moniey
last music video u saw: nobody wonder girls...huhu
last song you listened to: fashion from lady gaga
last words you said: uhuk3! (sy tgh batuk skrg.really bad cough!)

8 HAVE-YOU-EVERS
dated a best friend: i am now.haha
been arrested: not yet =p
been on TV: erm..not yet olso!
eaten sushi: i cant eat sushi.i hate them da most.uwerrrkkkkkkk!
cheated on your BF/GF: honestly yes.
been on a blind date: coupled times...cz i love collecting frens.hehe
been out of the country: not yet..hurm...how sad
been in love: used to...

7 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING
1. tshirt
2. jeans
3. selipar jepun obviously.hehe
4. converse somtimes
5. Hair band
6. shawls most of the time
7. erm..pe lagi erk?

6 THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY
1. Sleeping
2. Eating.
3. watch muvi
4. Online ms n updating blog
5. do some housework
6. messing up my bed.hehe

5 FAVORITE THINGS
1. cupcake
2. messaging
3. shopping.
4. online
5. sleeping...

4 PEOPLE YOU TRUST THE MOST
1. Parents
2. Siblings
3. bff...
4. him

3 THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Be a good daughter,sister n wife.
2. Send my parent for haj and go for haj too.
3. fulfill ol my dreams when im at the PLKN

answering quiz! PART 1

1. Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
~ yup.i got the greenlight yaww! hehe

2. Describe urself in one word.
~ erm..unpredictable

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
~ of coz smone who rly loves me.


4. Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
~ nope and never

5. Does it feel good to love?
~ hell yeah. at dat time,u'll feel that da whole world is yours

6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special what will you say to that person?
~ err..MENGUCAP sudah..da others maybe aku da ckp kat dia b4.hehe

7. What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you?
~ oke.its up 2 you. fine n tnk you.hehe


8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
~ more than once.

9. What' your opinion about someone who's jealous?
~ yeahs. its a prove that im better than yours.!

10. What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
~ i dun rly care as long as they're not my boyfie,my BFFs and my relatives.

syg oh syg

its olredi 2:59 am when i wrote this.
its freaking cold in here
bkn sbb ujan,tp sbb aku psg kipas kuat sgt
mls pulak nk g slowkan ckit..
now im alone
wif no sound at ol
alone n silent.
no bear 2 text wif me
nobody i noe 2 commenting wif me
and i hate 2 chat on ym wif starngers,too.
erm..
talking bout our rltionship,i mean me and bear
i dun think that we can get along anymore
nowadays i found myself,boring 2 be wif him
i noe its fucking cruel 2 be said.but
i dun noe,i rly du not noe
i luv u no matter what saberi
but i just...dunno how 2 said
mybe to be a single is much2 better..
when i said this,it doesnt rly mean that i want a clash our rltionship
i just wnt it 2 be slow down..
not 2 stop.
just an unpermanent fullstop.u noe.
waiting 2 open up or wrote a niu paragraph.
whtevr it is,im still loving you.
still,until when-when..

im sorry, sorry, sorry and sorry. ='(

im sory 4 blaming you
im sory 4 not telling you da truth
im sorg 4 letting go ol of our promises
im sory 4 breaking up with ol my words
im sory 4 ignoring you
im sory 4 didnt care bout ur feelings as much as u do
im sory 4 not being so loyal 2 you
im sory if u think dat im bored 4 being wif you
im sory 4 dos 3rd cupcake ungiven 2 you
im sory dat i cant meet you
im sory dat i cant promise 2 gonna luv u 4 da rest of my life,anymore..
im sory dat i cnt say a word : 'will be wif u as long as ALLAH set it to'
im sory dat im not missing you as much as you do
im sory dat im not gud enough 4 you
im sory i've hurt myself by hurting you
im sory 4 walked away..
im sory for hurting you..

pcubaan kedua. =)

heyy hooo.
sarah kembali lagi.hehe

well smlm sy da buat cuppies.
da pndai wat icing yg kaler2 g2
chewahh..
(muke bangge)
haha

kali ni sy buat,better than pcubaan pertama tuh
da xde yg nk kena 2 3 kali masuk oven.
all smooth and silky
haha
mcm iklan shmpu la plak..adoyaii..

here i wnna share da recipe
1kg muffin rdy mix
5 gred AAA eggs
240 corn oil (myk msak biasa pown boleh)
220 water

for icing sy amik recipe dlm my resepi.
100g butter
200g gula aising
2 sdu teh air pns
1 sdu teh esen vanilla
then pukul smpai putih n berkrim.
wahh g2..haha

hehe...well here i got some pix taken last nite
have a look!
tnx

yelah.bengang.

aku geram ngn byk mnde arini
1st
xdpt jpe ****
2nd
xdpt jpe *****
bengang la gak.slalu cmtuh la
sgala yg ak plan msti xjd
yg aku xplan.slalunye mjadi
yg ondaspot lah

haihh..

3rd,
aku penat2 balik keje,tgk umah cm s**t.
mau xgeram
yg aku bengangnye,adik aku yg jantan sorg tuh ada balik
tp mak ak lgsg xsuruh dia buat itu ini,mcm yg dia slalu suh aku
yelah..anak kesayangannnnnnn kan..
xleh g buang smph..xleh tlg jmur kain...xleh tlg sumbt kaen dlm machine..
xleh wt pape...

tp ksian la umi.sbb luqman,aku bebel2 lak umi..
sori mum,nvr meant 2 do dat
cuma bengang je
pilih kasih pown bpada2 lah..
xpasal2 aku jd ank drhaka (drhaka ke?) arini..

skrg tgh bengang (bengan lagi!) dgn dia.
spae dia?
sape2 lah..
u noe who u r..

titik.

muffin pertama

semalam saya da buat some muffins
dgn filling blueberry and strawberry
sedap jugak.huhu

asalnya nk buat cupcake tapi kedai yg dituju tutp plak
so xdpt la nk cari gula aising dgn piping beg ape sumeer tuh la
mybe nxt time.hehe

so here are some of pix taken