aku dkejutkan dengan satu berita sedih,cukup sedih.
girlfren kesayangan cousin terdekat aku, Muhammad Muizuddin,
named Nurrul Nadia Syahida telah kembali ke Rahmatullah pada pagi ini.
muiz then call me,asking me 2 accompany him,keluar makan.
i go for a bath than go out with him.
muiz said, Arwah Nadia dah lama sakit
sebelum ni arwah kena kayap.
tambahan lagi arwah mengidap sakit paru-paru berair.
seminggu sebelum arwah pergi,arwah demam panas hinggalah ke hembusan nafas terakhir.
bulan lepas arwah ada call aku,bagitaw yg dia ada dekat ward.
dia ada ajak aku dtg melawat tapi aku xdpt pergi sebab kerja.
terkilan jugak sebab xdpt jumpa.
sebelum ni hanya kenal muka melalui myspace aje
then dulu selalu jugak mesej2 ngn dia.
talking bout his bf,my cousin.
semasa hayat arwah, aku tau dia seorang yang baik.
walaupun aku xberapa kenal dia.
arwah seorang yg sangat2 la penyabar.
pernah dia diduga yg dugaan yg hebat.
time tuh dia ada dekat kolej.
arwah adalah student dekat MMU.
arwah ada krisis dengan muiz.
tambahan pulak,arwah terkena kayap
and the worst,arwah ada final exam utk sem tuh.
bayangkan betapa tertekannya dia dengan keadaan mcm tu.
hinggakan result final dia down gila and kena brainwash teruk dengan papa.
im so sorry for her.
when i meet my cousin, i noe da pain inside his heart.
i noe how's da feeling of losing our love.
but i noe,the pain i imagine,not as same as he pass thru.
my tears nearly drop when he told the story of her.
but i try to be strong for him.
i dun want him 2 be much more sad when he noes im crying for him.
aku senyum jugak,berpura-pura untuk tetap ceria
dengan harapan dia tak rasa sedih kerana kehilangan arwah.
muiz told me,the last day he text with nadia is on sabtuday.
if im not mistaken la.
then he just contact with arwah's sister 2 get 2 noe about arwah's condition time by time.
he then show me the last picture sent by arwah before arwah nazak.
im so sad for muiz.
muiz tell me,wajah jenazah arwah pucat sangat.
i just tell him,ada baiknya arwah pergi daripada dia terus derita menanggung sakit.
muiz cakap,lepas ni dia akan hidup sorang2,maybe there's no more love.
and he'll not gonna find a new one.
muiz ada cerita,nadia wont forgive those people who hurt her selama dia hidup.
people yang sound dia,yang cakap kasar ngn dia,yg sound dia,
dan setahu aku,those people is Lan.
Lan.if you read this,cepat2 lah bertaubat.
maybe lan niat nak bergurau tapi ingat la
xsemua orang boleh terima gurauan kita and jangan bergurau melebihi had.
but i noe,nadia is a kind-hearted girl
she surely da lama maafkan Lan..
tuhan lebih menyayangi beliau..
nadia,sarah mintak maaf jika selama perkenalan singkat kita ni,sarah ada lukakan hati nadia.
samada dengan kata-kata,tulisan atau apa saja,nadia maafkan sarah,.
sarah doakan semoga roh nadia dicucuri rahmat ALLAH S.W.T
dan ditempatkan dalam kalangan hamba2 ALLAH yg soleh.
for my beloved cousin,
be strong,redha dengan ujian ALLAH
hidup perlu diteruskan walau apa jua keadaan.
just remember,orang sekeliling awak masih ramai sygkan awk,
so be strong oke?
we loves you.
this is the last pix sent to muiz.
this is her..Nurrul Nadia Syahida
and this is my cousin,Muiz.
this is one of the stuff given to muiz,semasa hayatnya
he want me 2 keep it and gonna take it back tommorrow,before he went back 2 kerteh.
a sweater.
