izinkan saya berjiwang

( tajuk je dah geli geleman. haha )

lagu ni ade sentimental value bagi aku.
and him too, not so long time ago.



tipikal malay lovebirds. nak yang sweet-sweet je.
korang la tu, aku tak. hihi

it's 10pm. texting. katanya cerita tak tahu hujung pangkal pun. tapi soundtrack je manis. dan setiap kali lagu ni keluar kat tibi, mula la terhegeh-hegeh. masing-masing nak tengok. habis comel dah tu? memang.

suddenly missing. no.
bukan rindu. but kehilangan.
rindu tu dah memang selalu ada. ehem.



"You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me"
-Amy Lee


~ menaip dalam keadaan kesemputan. dah suruh Ventholin show his power tapi dia degil. k fine! fine!

mi novia

i have a friend. she's not just a friend. but more than that.
she's like a sister to me.
i have her shoulder to cry on when i need it.
she gave me the spirit and strength to stand up when i fall down.
she's not that strong. but she used to be when i need her.

she cried a lot. and so we does.
i remember the time we fight, and we used to be like a cried baby.
if she knew how much she really mean to me.

lately ive been missing her and our old times so much.
because of my dumb mistakes, we lose those sweet memories.

just now, i fell apart from her.
and obviously its because of me.

dear please dont hate me.
dont hate me.

because there's a bunch of things i would like to say to you.

you're my only BFF.
dont go awayyyy from me.

as i dont want to lose the mengumpat partner as sweet as you.

you're my best girlfriend i've ever had.
stay there.

cuz nanti i taktahu nak call sape bila dapat bonus birthday :(


till then. i love you.
forever and always..